Here is little E with Grandma J!
Today was my first day back to work in what feels like forever (3.5 months). My mother in law, Jody, is watching Evie 3 days a week from 9:00-1:00. IT'S SO HARD! I absolutely HATE leaving Evie bug. I was kind of excited to go back to work, but not to leave my baby! I am only working part time so I think once I get into a routine it will get better. I HOPE. Evie has been doing so much better lately and then this morning she cried from 5:30am until we got to Grandma Jody's. I felt so awful! I spent the whole morning trying to tend to my screaming Eve while getting ready. I wanted to call my office and QUIT! Braden said, "Just take today off and go tomorrow" . . . except that I was actually supposed to go back to work last week and I couldn't make myself! So I knew I had to just go or it would never get easier. I am lucky to have a job I love, but it doesn't seem to make much difference when I want to just be with Evie. We'll see how long I last . . . .
Oh I bet! I am dreading thinking about going back to work havent left yet.. Im trying to figure out how to not go back :)
ReplyDeleteShe is so cute! (Plus everyone says a p art time job is good to not go insane not seeing anyone besides being wtih yoru baby which really doesnt sound bad to me lol i wouldnt mind not seeing many friends as long as you get to cuddle with that cute baby girl
Oh I feel your pain! I went back to work and it was so hard, too hard. I'm not working anymore ha ha. Actually I take that back, I'm working only when it gets really busy. Where do you work? Good luck, it's hard!
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